“If you will.” “If you will,” said the leper who came to Jesus, kneeling before Him, “If you will, you can make me clean.” Now does that sound like faith? It may sound like at least a little faith.
Jesus was known to more and more people as a holy man who could and would heal people and even cast out demons. So this man comes to Jesus. He doesn’t call Him “Lord” or even “Sir.” He doesn’t prostrate himself or worship Him but merely politely kneels. The first word out of his mouth is not a word of faith but of doubt. The first word out of his mouth is like that from the latest Met Life commercials seeking some sort of assurance or insurance “for the ifs in life.” “If.” “If you will.” “If it is somehow within your purpose or desire, Jesus, you can, you are able to heal me, to make me clean.” His first words question more than know and believe the will and purpose of Jesus’ presence and ministry. It is possible, the man supposes, that it is somehow NOT within Jesus’ will, purpose or desire (though He has healed and cleansed many) to heal and cleanse this particular leper. So, I guess, in a supposed at least halfway humility he allows for the possibility that Jesus just may reject him and his request. “If.” “If you will, you can make me clean.” Continue reading “If”

